Have you forgotten who you are?

When I was broke and homeless, my mind was focused on the traumas I'd experienced

I wanted someone to validate what I went through

So I never quite grew up in my mind & stayed as little Rosy who was abandoned & unloved

And my life had become that broken reflection

My relationships reflected the 𝒂𝒃𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕
My bank account reflected my 𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒐𝒇 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆
My health reflected my 𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒐𝒇 𝒗𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏

I come from a family of millionaires (I just found this out recently and I'm in awe)

Both my grandfathers were rich, and died with lots of money in their will

They owned homes & had businesses

My mum was able to thrive in the UK because of my grandfather

My grandmother's were affluent seamstresses

My paternal grandfather, owned a construction company that my father worked in

They were well traveled, had private education & had cars

This was such a mind blowing moment for me

𝑵𝒐 𝒘𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒘𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒕𝒉, 𝒂𝒃𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 & 𝒍𝒖𝒙𝒖𝒓𝒚

𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒑𝒐𝒐𝒓, 𝑰 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒐𝒕 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒓𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔

It's in my blood

It's 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝑰 𝒂𝒎

It's encoded in my DNA that I'm rich, opulent & abundant

I had just forgotten

The same way my Mum did. She had gone through similar traumas

But because no one validated her pain, she ended up in a string of abusive relationships, on government support living in council housing

𝑹𝒆𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 her childhood traumas

That's the subconscious's job

To project your beliefs into your reality

So you can either accept them or deny them

Everything in your reality is a 𝒓𝒆𝒇𝒍𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖

So when you go through stressful moments, it's 𝒚𝒐𝒖 who 𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕

And the only way for you to fulfill your dream life & be in control of your emotions

𝑰𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒆

I want you to imagine in your mind, there is a movie playing

In that movie you are either the main character, living your best life

Or you're crying, sad, always heart broken

That movie creates your habits & coping mechanisms

When you get triggered, the movie in your mind & your reality have matched

You've found the 𝒔𝒄𝒆𝒏𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅, in your reality

And in that moment you have the choice to either say “𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆” or continue reliving the same scene

In my mind, Rosy gets what she prays for. She has 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 & 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆

She is convinced that God wants her to win & loves her dearly. She's grateful every day in constant awe of God’s work

She believes that her life is amazing, every moment is perfectly orchestrated by the Most High

She's rich, healthy, feminine, in love, faithful

Surrounded by loved ones, her husband dotes on her

The script running in my mind 24/7 is full of positive & empowering words that make me feel safe, loved, rich & feminine

And when I go off script, I say “𝒐𝒐𝒑𝒔, 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒎𝒐𝒗𝒊𝒆…𝒘𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒘” And I change the channel

And it's so easy for me to recognise when I go off script because of Abundance Rewiring™️

Under hypnosis, I was able to see my higher self, have a conversation with her & download her belief system

Instead of using generic affirmations, her script has specific words that trigger my nervous system to rest, receive & relax

The regulated state I 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒊𝒏, to live my dreams

And by downloading her movie, I deleted painful memories from my past

My self image is no longer little Rosy who's broken, it's grown Rosy full of life & love

My reality reflects that. I have an abundance of time & money. I have 5 kids, but hardly stress

I have amazing support from my husband & employees. They're like my family

I live life one moment at a time. The future is now, not tomorrow

And when I go through painful experiences I get curious

I ask myself 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒅𝒐 𝑰 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒈𝒐 𝒐𝒇? 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒅𝒐 𝑰 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒏 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆?

Instead of blaming & playing the victim reinforcing the identity of little Rosy who was broken

You can too change your reality, be in control of your emotions & live your vision board

By changing the movie in your mind

Imagine you're living your best life

What are you wearing?
What does your hair look like?
What beliefs do you have about yourself?
What's your daily routine look like?

Journal on it. Create an image in your mind & read it everyday

You need to 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 living your dreams, in your 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 before you see it in reality

Here's an exercise for you to figure out which subconscious beliefs are running your life

Journal on these questions

𝑰'𝒎 𝒂𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆…
𝑰'𝒎 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆…
𝑰'𝒎 𝒖𝒏𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆…
𝑰'𝒎 𝒖𝒏𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒉𝒚 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆….

You may feel like crying when you write the answers. That's OK

Let yourself release. Crying is healing.

You can tap on the area where you feel the pain & say whatever comes to mind. It could be positive or negative emotions

The key is to not 𝒋𝒖𝒅𝒈𝒆 your negative emotions but simply let them come up to 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝒈𝒐 ❤️