The hardest thing I ever had to do…
Was let go of the need to struggle…
…Ooo gurl, grab a cuppa this going to be deep
I had to say goodbye to Rosy who didn't know peace
She was born into a home that taught her nowhere was safe
So she built her identity on how hard she struggled to prove her worth
Ooo….did you feel that?
Proving I’m worthy was my brand. I loved showing how strong I was
I felt like a WWE champion always giving the smack down, staying undefeated
I felt powerful when I overcame struggle
It's the only version of me that I loved
I refused to love the real me who was feminine, creative, playful, fun & elegant
She gave me the ick
And that's why I attracted so much pain in my life
Because God wanted me to heal. I had to go through pain so I could transmute it into purpose
Underneath all that pain was little Rosy who had to be the strong & responsible one
For her mum, siblings & her own emotions
She didn't get to be carefree
She had to grow up quick
So she built a huge wall around her, only letting people in who could climb the wall
And even when they climbed it, she still didn't trust them
Because no one was there for her when she cried herself to sleep every night, wishing she felt loved, for who she really is
Everyone loved Rosy for being strong, streetwise, responsible & hardworking
No one really cared about her hobbies, interests or excitement
If I wanted a better life, I had to say goodbye to Rosy who loved to struggle
It was the only way
So I rewired my subconscious beliefs using hypnosis, to embody the Rosy who was rich, feminine, opulent, abundant & get’s everything easy
The Rosy who believed in her spiritual gifts & knew her words had power
That she had the power to command her dreams into existence by praying to God with conviction
And when I embodied the real me & maintained that identity by deleting painful memories from childhood
I ended up deeply appreciating everything the old me, did to survive
It was a bittersweet moment. It was like saying goodbye to my best friend
Because the woman I was, was built on everything I lacked as a little girl
Ooof…did you feel that?
I lacked security, love, safety, peace, joy, certainty
As I waved goodbye to her, I knew she was proud of me
I embraced my real self, a sense of calm, knowing, power, strength & faith overcame me
I stopped trying to prove myself. I just show up, I don't care who likes me. I know God likes me & I like me…that's all that matters
I don't need to fight, resist, push or survive. God wants me to win. I feel that in my soul. No one can convince me otherwise
I'm in my sacred feminine pleasure. I expect great things to happen to me
Every moment is like a perfect orchestration by God. I'm in wonder & gratitude about how everything in my life is connected
I get to rest, relax & receive
Just the way God intended for me
My words are powerful, an agreement with God
That I promise to remember who I am every time I'm challenged
That I've always been worthy
I am who I am & that is enough
I will always be loved
I am special, gifted & deserving of everything I desire
Gurrlll…whisper those words to yourself
Let these affirmations remind you of your power…
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You'll remember who you are
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2024 is your year to shine
To reclaim your gifts
To step into authentic power
To take back what was snatched from you
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I'll see you soon