Are you a glitch in the Matrix?

Written By Rosalean Batool

My coach made me cry

She said something that sparked something within me

โค๏ธ โ€œ๐‘พ๐’‰๐’†๐’ ๐‘ฐ ๐’”๐’†๐’† ๐’š๐’๐’–, ๐‘ฐ ๐’”๐’†๐’† ๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’“, ๐’๐’๐’—๐’†๐’“ & ๐’„๐’‚๐’“๐’†๐’†๐’“ ๐’˜๐’๐’Ž๐’‚๐’ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’ ๐’…๐’“๐’†๐’”๐’”๐’†๐’” ๐’Ž๐’๐’…๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’๐’š. ๐‘ฐ'๐’—๐’† ๐’๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“ ๐’”๐’†๐’†๐’ ๐’‚๐’๐’š๐’๐’๐’† ๐’๐’Š๐’Œ๐’† ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’Š๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’†๐’๐’•๐’“๐’†๐’‘๐’“๐’†๐’๐’†๐’–๐’“๐’Š๐’‚๐’ ๐’”๐’‘๐’‚๐’„๐’†

๐‘ฌ๐’—๐’†๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’๐’–๐’ˆ๐’‰ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‘๐’“๐’‚๐’„๐’•๐’Š๐’„๐’† ๐’Ž๐’๐’…๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’š ๐’Š๐’•'๐’” ๐’๐’๐’• ๐’”๐’•๐’๐’‘๐’‘๐’†๐’… ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‡๐’“๐’๐’Ž ๐’…๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’๐’๐’—๐’†

๐’€๐’๐’–'๐’“๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’•๐’“๐’–๐’† ๐’†๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’๐’…๐’Š๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’• ๐’๐’‡ ๐’‡๐’†๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’Š๐’๐’† ๐’†๐’๐’†๐’“๐’ˆ๐’šโ€

For a long time I've felt out of place in the entrepreneurial world & the Muslim community

๐‘ฐ'๐’Ž ๐’…๐’Š๐’‡๐’‡๐’†๐’“๐’†๐’๐’•. ๐‘ฐ ๐’‚๐’„๐’„๐’†๐’‘๐’• ๐’Š๐’•โ€ฆ

I don't say this to brag, my intention is to ๐’Š๐’๐’”๐’‘๐’Š๐’“๐’† ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’•๐’ ๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’‚๐’–๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’๐’•๐’Š๐’„ ๐Ÿ‘‘

All my life I've never quite fit in but I've ๐’‚๐’๐’˜๐’‚๐’š๐’” ๐’ˆ๐’๐’•๐’•๐’†๐’ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐‘ฐ ๐’˜๐’‚๐’๐’•

I was making money when I was 16, traveled well & indulged in luxury

Despite growing up poor, I ๐’ƒ๐’“๐’๐’Œ๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’„๐’š๐’„๐’๐’† ๐’Š๐’ ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’•๐’†๐’†๐’๐’”

I've often attracted jealous people & felt hurt that no one liked me

๐‘ฐ'๐’—๐’† ๐’‚๐’๐’˜๐’‚๐’š๐’” ๐’‡๐’†๐’๐’• ๐’‚๐’๐’๐’๐’† ๐’ƒ๐’–๐’• ๐’๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“ ๐’๐’๐’๐’†๐’๐’š

I trigger people a lot, simply by existing

People don't know how to perceive me & misunderstand what I say because I'm ๐’ƒ๐’๐’–๐’๐’•

I can isolate for long periods of time & feel happy

๐‘ฐ ๐’„๐’‚๐’ ๐’”๐’†๐’† ๐’‘๐’†๐’๐’‘๐’๐’†'๐’” ๐’‚๐’–๐’“๐’‚๐’” & ๐’†๐’๐’†๐’“๐’ˆ๐’š ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’š ๐’”๐’‘๐’†๐’‚๐’Œ

I used to be scared of my gifts & gaslit myself for a long time

๐‘ด๐’š ๐’Š๐’๐’•๐’–๐’Š๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’Š๐’” ๐’”๐’•๐’“๐’๐’๐’ˆ, ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’๐’Š๐’•๐’š ๐’•๐’ ๐’‰๐’†๐’๐’‘ ๐’˜๐’๐’Ž๐’†๐’ ๐’‰๐’†๐’‚๐’ ๐’Š๐’ ๐’‚๐’ ๐’‰๐’๐’–๐’“, ๐’Š๐’” ๐’‡๐’“๐’๐’Ž ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’… โค๏ธ

Now it all makes sense

๐‘ฐ'๐’Ž ๐’‚ ๐’ˆ๐’๐’Š๐’•๐’„๐’‰ ๐’Š๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ด๐’‚๐’•๐’“๐’Š๐’™
I was never meant to be like anyone else

I'm a walking testimony that if God wants it for you, ๐’š๐’๐’–'๐’“๐’† ๐’ˆ๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’Š๐’•โ€ฆ๐’˜๐’‰๐’†๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’“ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’๐’Š๐’Œ๐’† ๐’Š๐’• ๐’๐’“ ๐’๐’๐’•

I make multi 6 figures wearing a face veil on social media

I ๐’‘๐’“๐’๐’–๐’…๐’๐’š show people I'm Muslim & I've inspired many Muslim women to start their businesses ๐Ÿฅฐ

I've tapped into a market that takes people over 20 years to master

๐‘พ๐’Š๐’•๐’‰๐’๐’–๐’• compromising my values

When my clients work with me, they ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’Œ๐’† ๐’Ž๐’๐’“๐’† ๐’Ž๐’๐’๐’†๐’š, ๐’‡๐’Š๐’๐’… ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’Š๐’“ ๐’‘๐’–๐’“๐’‘๐’๐’”๐’†, ๐’†๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’“๐’‚๐’„๐’† ๐’๐’–๐’™๐’–๐’“๐’š, ๐’‡๐’Š๐’๐’… ๐’‘๐’†๐’‚๐’„๐’† & ๐’‰๐’†๐’‚๐’ ๐’‘๐’†๐’“๐’Ž๐’‚๐’๐’†๐’๐’•๐’๐’š

Most of my clients are ๐’˜๐’๐’“๐’Œ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’๐’†๐’”๐’”, ๐’†๐’‚๐’“๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’๐’“๐’† after just one session

I genuinely believe it's because I love God, ๐’˜๐’๐’“๐’Œ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’๐’†๐’”๐’”, ๐’†๐’‚๐’“๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’๐’“๐’†

๐Ÿ’Ž I've always believed in โ€˜๐’‚๐’๐’…โ€™...

โ€ฆMoney ๐’‚๐’๐’… faith
โ€ฆSuccess ๐’‚๐’๐’… marriage
โ€ฆHealth ๐’‚๐’๐’… freedom
โ€ฆLove ๐’‚๐’๐’… motherhood

I've ๐’๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“ believed in the concept of ๐’๐’Š๐’Ž๐’Š๐’•๐’”

I never understood โ€˜giving upโ€™ something for your desires

I was often ridiculed for this belief but now it's working in my favor

Funny thing is, I quit a job that paid me well, to sunbathe

Yup I wanted a hot girl summer & no 9-5 could ๐’”๐’•๐’๐’‘ ๐’Ž๐’†

๐‘ฐ ๐’๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“ ๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“ ๐’˜๐’‚๐’๐’•๐’†๐’… ๐’•๐’ ๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’„๐’๐’๐’•๐’“๐’๐’๐’๐’†๐’… ๐’๐’“ ๐’‰๐’†๐’๐’… ๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’„๐’Œ

I had firm faith that ๐‘ฐโ€™๐’๐’ ๐’‚๐’๐’˜๐’‚๐’š๐’” ๐’˜๐’Š๐’ ๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿฝ

This mentality has helped me create a lifestyle that gives me an abundance of time, money & freedom

I'm the mother I ๐’„๐’“๐’‚๐’—๐’†๐’… when I was younger

My marriage is blissful. My children get to understand the ๐’Ž๐’†๐’‚๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’๐’‡ ๐’๐’๐’—๐’†

I have an overflow of money & my kids future is secured

I'm so grateful I'm different & proudly expressed it despite the backlash

I'm grateful that I listened to God's call & ignored the fear, hate & judgment

๐‘ฐ'๐’Ž ๐’”๐’ ๐’‡๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’Œ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’ˆ๐’“๐’‚๐’•๐’†๐’‡๐’–๐’ ๐‘ฐ ๐’…๐’Š๐’…๐’'๐’• ๐’’๐’–๐’Š๐’•โ€ฆ๐‘ฐ ๐’‡๐’†๐’†๐’ ๐’๐’Š๐’Œ๐’† ๐’”๐’„๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’‡๐’“๐’๐’Ž ๐’‚ ๐’“๐’๐’๐’‡๐’•๐’๐’‘

Because now 300+ women have healed working with me

300 ๐’˜๐’๐’Ž๐’†๐’!!! ๐Ÿฅณ

I've created a sacred sisterhood in the space of 5 years

๐‘ฐ ๐’†๐’”๐’„๐’‚๐’‘๐’†๐’… ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’•๐’“๐’Š๐’™ & ๐’๐’Š๐’—๐’† ๐’๐’Š๐’‡๐’† ๐’๐’ ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’•๐’†๐’“๐’Ž๐’”

So if you're feeling like a misfit

You've felt misunderstood your whole life

Or you're afraid to speak your truth, out of fear of being canceled

Take some advice from me

A woman who's thriving after being judged for so long

And is ๐’๐’Š๐’—๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’๐’Š๐’‡๐’† ๐’”๐’‰๐’† ๐’๐’๐’„๐’† ๐’…๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’Ž๐’†๐’… ๐’๐’‡

๐‘ฎ๐’๐’… wants you to have it all โฃ๏ธ

He ๐’…๐’†๐’”๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’๐’†๐’… you ๐’…๐’Š๐’‡๐’‡๐’†๐’“๐’†๐’๐’• because your path is greater than the ones you're afraid of

๐‘ณ๐’Š๐’”๐’•๐’†๐’ ๐’•๐’ ๐‘ฏ๐’Š๐’” ๐’„๐’‚๐’๐’โ€ฆ๐‘ฏ๐’† ๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“ ๐’‡๐’‚๐’Š๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’–.

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