I bet you didn't know this about yourself
I bet you didn't know this about yourself
That you were born worthy, loveable, rich, opulent, abundant and good enough
And it cannot be taken away from you
Because God says He created you perfectly
Meaning you're perfect just the way you were created
With all the beliefs you'll ever need to thrive and live your best life on Earth
And no matter how many times you try to convince yourself that you're not
God’s Law always wins
Because God swears by the fig, the olive, by Mount Sinai and by Makkah
That He created man in the best of stature (Quran 95:1-4)
And this is why you're stressed, overwhelmed, frustrated and burnt out on your healing journey
Because you're pretending to be someone you're not
It's like your mind is panicking because it knows who you are
But you keep acting like you don't remember
God says “Whatever hurts you comes from your own hands” (Quran 42:30)
Meaning your thoughts, beliefs and actions create your reality
And if you're constantly feeling triggered that's because you're creating it from your own imagination
I want you to imagine you're an actress, starring in a blockbuster movie
But the script you're meant to follow is your belief system and everyday thoughts
What genre would that movie be?
What would your lines be?
What scenes would there be?
Now if you were able to see yourself as a movie star, being the center of attention, loved and getting everything she prays for
That's the real you. The one God designed you to be
That's your natural, feminine state
Notice how easy it came to you
If you went blank or could only think of a few scenes
That's because it takes a lot of brain power to create a character that is not you
Think about it, if you were really sad, broken, hurt and not good enough
You would've easily recreated those scenes in the movie
With the snap of your finger. No thinking about it
It would've come easily to you
But if your mind went blank or you could only think of a few scenes
That means you're pretending to be someone you're not
And your mind is literally saying “we don't have data for this because we are good enough and loved…we are confident and feminine…we are successful”
If you were the Director of your own movie, how would you write the script?
Do you want to see yourself be hurt, full of traumas, living a depressed life?
Or do you want to see yourself as someone who is confident, feminine, amazing, beautiful and loved?
I guarantee you that when you're thinking of yourself as the star of the show, no part of you wants to believe you're unhappy
This is how powerful your imagination is
You can create any identity you want
Play any character you choose
And you will get that result
If you're struggling to connect to your worth, that's because you don't know what it feels like to be that version of you
No amount of journaling will get you to feel
You have to first release suppressed emotions stored in your womb, blocking you from creating the identity you want
You can release that shame easily through hypnosis
Because feeling is feminine power
And that power lies in your womb 💜